| Christmas Break. |
[07 Jan 2007|07:17pm] |
So.
Christmas Break was AWESOME.
Although, it was rather RANDOM.
Wether it was Vinces with My Best Bri, and Marla girl.
Lemons.
Flippen "bathroom Mall" fights.
Big momma Shanaynay.
Learning that i need to move my finger before shutting the door.
Drunk bush peeing.
"I'm gonna pass, out".
Lil Jack.
Partyin in a Excursion.
Or under estamating +44 haha. Or walking Hollywood Blvd,
& Chillen in Subway.
Or random New Years Eve.
Or late night phone calls.
There was always something.
And so much more!
The only thing that could have made it better was chillen wit,
Bri, and Marla girl and all them more.
My Gurls For Life. My Best Friend Bri, and Marla Girl.
Hollywood Peace Corps. Ain't None Better.
Party Hardy! <3
and so much more.
Peace, Family, Love, & Music.
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[10 Dec 2006|04:26pm] |
you never know who your true friends are..until tears are rolling down your cheeks; the true friends are the ones, who are there to wipe the tears && hold your hand, and just be there no matter what; when everybody else just stands around wondering what happened to you.
haha someone smart said that if i do say so.
anywho i am thankful for the friends i have.
i may not have many of them.
but the ones i have i woulnt trade for the world.
Bri, my best friend. Jennifer, my sister from another mother. Jess, taht some one who is truely always there. Mike, he makes me smile, and io know he is always there. Jen what would i do man what would i do. Jewels. Jessie and Amiee my native sistas. Kyle, your always there to hear me ramble. Nadia, such a sweetheart. Angela, myt sister.
I am thankful for them with everything i have.
they are everything to me.
i have the best friend in the worlld & the best friends.
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[03 Dec 2006|12:23am] |
aint it funny,
how you are stuck in a bad situation,
and like months later you totally figure out what should have been done,
but its to late and you have lost something very important.
man i really hate things work sometimes. =/
eh life is good though.
i have the best friend in the world.
i have the best friends ever.
i have the best family ever.
and duh its Christmas time!
=]
and i wanna go se christmas lights,
and snow,
and coco,
and cozy fires,
and christmas trees,
and candy canes,
and well yeah you get the picture.
im in love with christmas!
YAY!
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| Sometimes we need to open our eyes, or have someone open them for us. |
[14 Nov 2006|05:15pm] |
These last few days have been lifechanging for me.
I have seen death near death, and birth.
And all it all its all so beautiful, its all so real.
It goes to show you that life is something so presious from the moment you are born, to the moment you die,
yet it all depends on the person you are and the people that you surround yourself with.
Life is something no one will ever fully understand.
But we can see things within it.
We can see that we can be, do, anything we want.
We have this freedom to be and become who we want to be.
And that for me is something beautiful.
Beauty is truely in the eye of the beholder.
Wether it is a child playing in the sand, making mud pies, a painting that is nothing more then a few colors on a canvas yet it tells a story,
a song sung out of key, yet it touchs the hearts of many, beauty is somthing i see to not be based on how much make up a girl is wearing or how cute a guy is,
but beauty is an inner thing deep within that someone must discover. Beauty is a discover.
We may not all see beauty the same way but we can all say that it is something thta must be discoverd that looks on the whole have nothing to do with it,
Everyone holds there own beauty its just up to them to find it and let it out.
Dont be afraid to show you true colors.
Noone will truely like you or love you for who you are until you are who you are.
People in this world strive for perfection, yet the never can reach it,
there to fat, here to ugly etc.
The only way to truely find perfection or the nearest we can possible come to is to be yourself,
to just be YOU.
Be comfortable in your on skin,
if your not no one will be.
If youdont hold respect for yourself no one will.
If you can believe in yourself no one will.
If you dot like you no one will .
Face it your you and there is no changing that.
With us and in being ourselfs, we all have something deep within,
we all have something special about us that no one eles has or can do just as good,
its just up to you to let it out and to just be yourself with it.
It is only when we find ourselfs that we will find the other half to ourselfs,
the best friend or friends we always wanted we always needed, the love of our life that we had been searching for.
When we finally get comfortable with ourselfs then will other to be comfortable with us.
Within this journey we call life,
we will see up's and we will see downs,
we will come across good times and bad times,
sometimes our path will be narrow and others wide.
Look for happiness, true happiness,
money isnt happiness, i dont care what people will tell you,
hapieness isnt a material thing,
it is something within something that is given and recieved,
by the inner parts of you.
Love.
Love is someting that can only be truely given or recieved once you love yourself.
You cant truely love someone enless you know what love is,
and you cant know what love is until you find it with yourself and begin to love yourself,
it is truely then that you can give love true love, and truely recive it.
Love is action, love is a emotion, love is something shown, love is words, love is a believe, love is faith, love is love.
Love is a circle it never ends, once you start to love someone truely love someone, it never really ends.
What is all this it is nothing more then finding yourself.
Let you be you and not being ashamed,
Be yorself, let yourself in because if you cant let your self in what makes you think your going to be able to let anyone it.
Love, Laugh, Believe, have Faith, Hope, Dream, and be yourself.
Make Life What You Want It, because no one eles can tell you what its going to be or make it what they want. Only You Have The Abiliaty To Make Your Life WHat It Is.
Keep Your Dreams BIG, and your worries small.
You Never Have To Care More Than You Can Hold, that what friends and family are there for to help you.
NEVER Look Back, But NEVER Forget.
ALWAYS Forgive, Bute NEVER Regret.
Help Someone Every Chance You Get, You'll Never Know When You Will Be In There Shoes.
Look For The Good In Everything.
Have Faith and Never Give Up.
Reac For The Stars and Grab The Moon.
Live Everyday As To If Its Your Last.
Walk Up With a Thankful Heart.
Stay Positive, Negitivity Is Only Created By You.
Love and Be Loved.
Give and Be Given.
You are Eveything You Have Mad Yourself to Be.
This is Zuko and he i guess you would call it Rambling.
But he its real, its me.
You though you knew but you had no idea.
ZUKOS DEEPER THAN YOU THOUGHT FOO!
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[01 Oct 2006|11:43am] |
Yesterday:
Started pretty good.
I went to the mall with my Jen Bee.
It was awesome.
We saw 'School for Schoundrels'.
That movie was so awesome.
And we chilled and walked the mall,
and ate meat free =] <3
We curbed it cause you know how we CURBS do.
And then yeah i was on my way to Axles with my friend T,
And his truck tire blew out,
So we call triple A and them stupid asses i swaer,
Sat there over the phone and argued how he wasnt coverd by them and all this crap
we were there til like 11:30/12:00 it took then that long to figure stuff out.
and then they were like OMG i am so sorry your tow and crap is free and were like stupid asses its free anyways with are coverage.
and there like well... stupid asses i swear.
GRRRRR.
from like 8-12 i had a bag of fritos and half a small bottle of jack and some water AHH!
wtf.
i swear.
Im FAT i need to eat every hour man!!!!!
<3 I LOVE YOU T even though we got stranded we still found some way to have fun.
=]
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[22 Sep 2006|10:02am] |
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Damn.
So yesterday= CRAZY!
[Me my sister and Malibu seem to have found trouble every where we went]
I leave for sacramento today!
Yay! i am excited i cant wait to see my family!
Exspecially my cousin Amber whom i havnt seen in forever and i miss here mucho.
Andd she finally moved back out here too!
so yay!
My cousin Ashley is getting engaged! <333
So i am going up there for her enage ment party so that is awesome i am excited!
Plus i get to go to the Hemp store lol.
Ahh i love that place i love ther products!
And i love old town sacramneto.
Ahhh.
Hello 35mm Cam pictures up the whoaaaa!
lol.
so yeah i dont get back til monday nite ish.
I will miss alot of my friends lol.
but i will be back soon.
LOVE ALL OF YOU!
Love,
Ms. Zuko
Lacey
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| RANDOM. damn me and studying haha yeah this is what i get. |
[20 Sep 2006|07:14pm] |
Ok, so im supposed to be studying but got bored.
So i wondered into random thinking,
And this is what i decide is my future plans:
Attend The Los Angeles Film School [LAFS].
also take some nite classes at a local JC. [to get my gen ed classes out the way or a start]
Get my own place,
in which jess, and me will party all the damn time. lol.
along with Bri, Ginny, Tovie, Red, Mike, etc etc etc.[All the homies]
I want a ferret, lol. [it can play wit jess' pot belly pig lol. you know thats cute]
Of coarse have a job.
food and booze aint cheap hahaha.
Blast asian music as often as i can.
so basically that is my future lmao.
thats what happends when i sream off into random land.
but that will be how it happends.
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| As the world turns..... |
[18 Sep 2006|07:33pm] |
I guess that in due time things happen they way that they are supposed to.
You may not always want the out come that you want and you may try to fight it but in the end,
things will always end up the way they are supposed too.
Sometimes to better things you have to let things go, for the better of others and yourself.
Although it can seem like one of the hardest things you wil have to do, the outcome im sure will be for the better.
The universe works in misterious ways.
and sometimes we have to just let them.
'If you love someone let them go, if they come back to you they are yours [they love you] and if they dont they never where'
something rather harsh yet so true.
some things seem like you cant get through but i have learned you can get through it when you know its not ment to be.
and in this situation it wasnt ment to be.
....so do the days of our lifes.
i have the greatest friends i could ask for.
i have seen the ones i know are there and the ones that are for real.
i have made new great friends that i see good things from.
and yes i have lost some people i never thought i would loose.
but as it turns out it happens,
and well that just how it is.
we will all move one we will all do great things in life we will al see the world in the ways we want to.
we will wake up to new days.
we will face trials we will face death and life.
new begins and ends.
we will write chapters in our life and close them.
i mean some of this will all seem so out of order.
random etc.
but it justr kinda came out.
the point is there are somethings in life that we wont like at the time but can work out for the better etc.
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| Shake Ya Money Maker Like Sombody Bout To Pay Ya.. |
[08 Sep 2006|03:36pm] |
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..........So that tomorrow you forget about today.
Yay!
Im home senior retreat was fun though.
Dancin in the rain.
Ping Pong!
Hikes.
Food!
Racoons.
The 'satan' insident.
Tipees.
Random metal thinggs.
and more so many memomrys.
An now Busy Weekends!
Sept:
YAY!
Tovie were gonna mess that place up lol!
And see Phantom of the Opera!
& Get hyphy fo sho!
ill be back sunday.
[Missing Sugarcult! AHHH it sucks but grr i cant be to mad at me mom
She bought me sherbert, but seriously i cant freakin believe im not goin]
Then next week
Mon-School.
Tues-School.
Wed-School.
Thurs-School. The route 66!
Friday-School. ASB. Then Coffin Nails Show in Carona, Wit Tovie, and Mike, maybe Bri! and hopefully Gin & Red.
[CRUNK!]
Saturday-Route 66 for a while.{The Dollz} Then Coffin nails in Hollywood at the Key Club wit Tovie, JESS!, Mike. [Maybe BRI!]
Sunday-Route 66! {The Dollz.}
Axles on the 30th
And more fo .
Yay i love excited weekends with the homies.
Things to look forward to in OCT:
1. Aids Walk
2. My 17th
3. GDA
4.Mad Monster Party!
5.Six Flags Fright Fest!
6.San jose Tattoo Fest.
7.Rancid concert w/ The Germs!
8. The Cramps.
9.Axles.
& More.
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[08 Apr 2006|11:35pm] |
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HAMLET.
One of the greats Shakspeare
"To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover'd country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action.--Soft you now!
The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons
Be all my sins remember'd."
A Tale Of Two Cities - Sydney Carton
"It is a far, far better thing that I do, than I have ever done; it is a far, far better rest that I go to than I have ever known."
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